30 day letter challenge.
Day 3 - your parents.


Leeanne Millard & David Mark Jarvis♥
mum the day you told me "daddy isent coming home anymore baby" and i cried and cried for hours, was one of the worst days of my life. i blame noone but myself for what happened between use, how can i not? use were in love before i was born, use were happy before i was born, so what changed? me. i was born. thats what changed. ive gotten over the fact use arent getting back together now becuase its been years since use even got along - but i would love for our family to be whole again. it is the one thing i truely desire in life.

mum - i might not always show it, because you really can piss me off, but i love you more than anyone or anything on this earth. you brought me into this world and for every breath i take i am grateful of what you've done for me. without you i would not be the person i am, i couldnt imagine my life without you! okay we may argue more than mother and daughter should and im sorry for that because 99% of the time, its my fault but i never mean the things i say. i know you think i do bad things all the time like do drugs and drink, sleep around etcetc and that upsets me not the fact you think im a slut or an alcoholic because it makes me think you brought me up wrong. you couldnt have done a better job mum, youve always done whatever you can to make sure i have whatever i want, even when im acting like a selfish bitch and i thankyou for EVERYTHING youve done. if you were to ever leave my world, i dont know what i would do, your my rock, my world, my everything mumma, i love you!

to be continueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed ..

30 day letter challenge.
Day 2 - Your crush.



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its more than a crush, im head over heels in love with you. its kills me that you know how i feel, and know how to use these feelings to get what you want. i would bend over backwards to do whatever i can to make you happy and see you smile - even if your smiles not for me. before i realised i had these feelings you were my bestfriend and i fell in love with our friendship. i love that nothings ever awkward with us. i love that even though you dont love me, you care for me as much as a bestfriend could. i love your family. & i love that you dont lie to me about things, especially girls. i hate that i fell in love with our friendship. i hate that we fight so much now, it actually shatters me when we fight. i hate that you can make me go from being the happiest girl in the world to feeling pathetic. i hate how i cry more over you than smile. i hate that the last time we kissed, it felt different. &i do have a confession for you, i do love you - for now, but im slowly moving on..

goodbye sweett love of my life, loosing you cuts as deep as a knife.

30 Day letter challenge.
Day 1 - Your bestfriend.



Jessica Annastasia Leontios ♥
there are not enough words in the world to describe how beautiful you are nor enough words to describe how much i truely do adore & love you. you are my everything, without you i would not be the person i am today. we have gone through soo much to come to where we are now, not always good but all of it vitial to make us as strong as we are now. the memories we have are some of the bests of my life and i pray to god we are friends forever because i cannot imagine my life without you. you are honestly the closest friend ive ever had in my whole entire life and i never wanna loose you.

you are seriously a pathetic lowlife dog. i really mean it when i say i hate you. how can you hurt the ones that love u most? how can u pretend to be a friend? how.. your turning into something we definatly thought you werent. show a little respect for yourself hey,

i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go. things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right. you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. <3

story timeeeeeeee !

so theres this guy, lets call him guy number 1, and then theres this girl, she is deeply in love with him but feels he doesnt feel the same. so theres this other guy, guy number 2 whos loves her, she really cares for guy number 2 and could honestly be happy with him but she knows that guy number 1 has her heart always.

she decides she must choose what she wants.

shes confuesed, and is going crazy.

the end =)

not long to go..

and i never knew how much i would miss you. the talks, the chill sessions at both our houses, the random photos, the passion pop nights, the drunken nights 2 out at mine! and yet.. when you get back, nothing will be the same. our friendships going to change, and i hate that. i love you so much baby girl, i miss you, not long to go noww <3

and you think it affects me when u call me a slut?

Snake ZaitEr M.B
SLUT!
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Cohen
SLUT.......
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Mashallah
SLUT .
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Nathann
SLUT.
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TAeen
SLUTT
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Kyle H
SLUT
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Banger
heyyy
SLUT
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Fatti.
SKANK WHORE.
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Lucy
slutttt
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Leesyy.
SLUT
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Samma
SLUT!!!
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Kristy Anne
SLUT
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Bradd
fuken slut
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its basically a nickname to me, i grew up with the word, dont think it affects me when u say it!

Slow.Down
i understand wen yu say forget it
wait forever - wen yu say jst a minute
stay by yurr side - wen yu say leave me aloneand listen for hours - wen yur crying on the f0ne its those times we go so crazy tht people think were high the times we make each otha laugh until we cry all the inside j0kes and our remember'wens those are the reasons they call us best friends

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i miss things that were never mine, I want things I can never have, and I love things that don't love me back!

damn.

AHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK YOU, FUCK THIS, FUCK THAT, MOSTLY FUCK THEM. YOUR NOTHING TO ME. PATHETIC, LYING, GRONK MOTHERFUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKER! IVE WASTED TOO LONGGGGGGGG ON NOTHING. I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MORE THAN IVE EVER HATED ANYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









ill still cry over you later.

we just met and I just fucked you♪♪♫

i've become so numb, i caant feel you there,
i've become so tired so much more aware.
i'm becoming this, all i want to do,
is be more like me and be less like youuu !

you are nothing but head doing.

i wanna blog, but have nothing to say. normally i have alot but now, nothing. so in the end reading this blog is pointless, because its a blog about nothing.

....................... &i hate you, yep you.